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EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

firstly...i wanna say that this semester is the WORST! I've been failing almost all my tests..sigh. Exams sucked too. SUCK TO THE CORE. I just got back my term 1 results..got a GPA of 2.65. Alot of ppl in class got 3 and above....how embarrassing. Well i was pretty close to getting a GPA of 3...if only i didnt get so many C's. Yes i could have done better. Ya know..i was actually quite up set when i showed my dad my results slip. All he said was "SO u jus did above average huh?". Like wth, cant he put in some good words and encouragement? I know it sucked but at least i didnt get 2 points right? Darn..

secondly...i really miss rozanne. thank god she'll be back in june. hopefully i can go over in august for her formal dinner. i just hope she comes back for good. sigh..i really miss her so damn much. =(

alright...i've got nothing else to blog for now.

The Beach

Had a beach outing @ sentosa with The Brotherhood last sunday. I woke up at abt 8 and i found out AT THE VERY LAST MIN that i had to serve in church, sorry but i couldnt just leave my friends at the last minute..we already planned it a week ago. I would have seriously gone to serve if i was informed at least a few days before hand. I'm actually supposed to be added in the yahoo group..but i dont know what happened. Anyway...we had a great time playing around with the rugby ball at the beach. Ariel cant kick the ball for nuts...lol...i'm really impressed that iylia can catch and kick the ball pretty well for a non-rugger. *respect. Damn..the intensity of the sun wasn't very consistant...it was so freaking hot when we were playing touch rugby, but when we wanted to jus lie down and tan..the sun would be covered by a huge patch of grey clouds after awhile. Sucks..i didnt really get a tan. I think the guys were pretty disappointed...there werent many hot chicks...only a few. Hahaha. Oh oh! We tried the Luge after our beach session. Its actually like a mini go-kart...except that it has no engine. so we had to take a cable-chair to the top of the hill..and jus glide down the hill from there, with many corners. Its pretty fast..especially when u enter a corner. Ernest actually went straight into the kerb..i dont know how the hell is that possible..but he did. Well..thank God he didnt get hurt. I nearly got into a few accidents while attempting to overtake...all thanks to DARREN! U watch out!!! Hahaha...Its REALLY fun...but i must say its pretty short..thats why there was a promotion of 15 bucks for 3 rides. Here are pics taken on and off the beach..

Motherpuss on the left and Mr Suave on the right =)

Ernest and Iylia

Darren at the bottom

Ariel the manmaid

Wilson and Iylia looking really weird while tanning. Hahaha..

Lick it right..

On the Cable Chair heading to the Luge

Oh guess what? The SCDF ppl used bangla workers as dummies while they were testing out the cable chair before they opened it to public. Wth right?

Feat. Ernest and the Manmaid

Feat. Britney, Darren and Muks

EMO KID.

Bollywood star and sexy Darren with his sexy long hair.

Peeka-Boo!

Today was my class's Theme Party...well its a class project. We managed to sell all the tix in one or 2 days. Thank God that it went smoothly during the dinner...and in the end...we all got full marks for the project. 20/20! A great success..all glory to God. Oh and my parents attended the dinner! Am glad they came ON TIME. Haha.. Thank god my teacher spoke to my dad and clarified with him that we have not gotten back our results. I think my dad has been having the impression that i've been hiding my results from him...which is not true! Hate it whenever he asks me abt my results because i dont like repeating the same answer over and over again. Gosh...exam's in 2 weeks time..and time is not on my side...but God is! So i trust that He will make my study time productive. =)

Oh! Tuesday was roz's and my first month. =) I really miss u roz...if only u could be back during the commonwealth games. I miss your kisses, i miss your hugs, i miss holding your oh so smooth hands, i miss looking into your forever unique sparkling eyes...there's so much i miss abt u. Thank God i still get to talk to you on the phone...am really grateful for that. i heart you. =)

i wish i could be...

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

Errr...

Woke up at abt 11 today...then i went down to bowl with my classmates for abt 2 hrs. Then i headed down to CCAB to play soccer with some of leo's friends. I also threw some rugby balls with leo. Damn...i've really lost the touch...i cant even catch a drop ball properly...its very shaky. I need to practice..hopefully i will have time to practice at the club. Yes...i'm glad i went down 'cause i had a slight tan! I cant wait for sunday's beach outing with the brotherhood..hope it will be hot and sunny. Anyway...i'm such a noob..i only jus found out how to load pics on the blog. Anyway...here is a pic of the people i played soccer with today.

From Left to Right: Joel and i were the only ones smiling. Leo looking like a fag, Robin looking as though he's posing for portrait of himself 50 yrs down the road, Donn and Caleb like some bengs.

Leo looking like a fag again. Robin, much better. Why cant you guys just smile?

Anyway...here's a couple of pics taken with josh and felicia at Dance Works 2006 at Marina Square last Saturday.

Josh and I were forced into doing this

Happy Founder's Day

Today's Anglo-Chinese School's Founder's Day!! Woohoo!! Damn...i really miss the days in acs(junior) and acs(barker).

Yay! I have no school on thurs (tmr)..which is pretty good cos i hv time to work on my projects, study for tests and EXERCISE. Sch's been alright...studying about wines from different countries is driving me to nowhere...i dont seem to understand how the hell my teacher can memorise all the french, german, italian terms and names of the wines. Its insanity...he speaks so fast that i catch no balls. Grace grace for my upcoming test next week. I just got my pay from working at tea cosy...didnt get much cos i only work 12 hrs a week. Yeah..but working there is really different compared with the other cafes. It gives me the feeling that i'm at home because of the antics and furnitures displayed around the cafe. The people there are a great and jovial bunch of people too! Especially my manager who is an old fart with the heart of an 18 yr old. We call him Felix the cat...Grandpa or jus "Meow". Hahaha~ I hardly come across old folks in their 60's or 70's who can crap and joke around like a yuppie. Its really amazing. I've also learnt alot from working there. You'll come to realise that its more than a cafe there...its actually like a 5 star cafe...the level of service Felix the cat has set for all of us to see is really amazing. He makes the customers feel as though their in a fine-dining restaurant. Oh Oh! There was this lady who dined at the cafe and she commented that she liked the atmosphere of the cafe. She said it has great music, great ambience, and good looking young guys working here. OMG!!! She's good enough to be a MILF ok... All the guys there had goosebumps after she made that comment. She siad it with so much expression and enthusiasm. Gosh!!

Anyway...i'm actually kinda sad with myself at the end of the day. I tried to calm her down from the stress she's getting from exams by telling her how much God loves her that she actually does not need to worry at all. All she needs to do is not be troubled...and that though its like a mountain to her, God can actually move it if she only have faith in Him though that faith is only of a mustard seed. I just kept telling her to trust God and not to fear or worry cause He has taken care of it and her exams will be a success. But instead of giving her assurance...i've in a way frightened her. It just sucks to hear that when i have all the best intentions and interest for her. I love and care for her, but the response i got was not i wanted. It sucks so much...i hate it when the devil is tormenting her with fear. I'd just wish she would live a life knowing that Jesus is always with her every single day, guiding and watching over her. Siiigh...All i can do is pray....just pray.

Btw...i think someone has an issue with me. I would appreciate it if he or she is upfront with me about it instead of just keeping quiet about it infront of me and telling others about it behind my back which will only leave the problem unsolved and the friendship dying. Its actually fine with me if u want to leave it in this state, but it would be a pity that it ends like that.