Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Tears stream down your face
When you lose someone you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face


Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Monday, February 12, 2007

when you love someone

When you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone
when you need someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what may come
when you love someone
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

I'm sorry i lied. (many times)

happy birthday mummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!
The World's Best Mum


why? well, i actually feel kinda guilty because she packed my room on HER BIRTHDAY! Oh my..i really wanted to take over and let her rest but i had to rush for an interview. thats besides the point..SHE PACKED MY WHOLE ROOM. thats not the only GREAT thing she has done for me..there's a never ending list if i start. Anyway. To celebrate her bday, my dad gave her a choice of quite a number of pretty good restaurants to eat at...like lawry's, muthu's curry at race course road, jap food at i dont know where and Pete's place at hyatt. Instead, she wanted Peranakan food somewhere near home. Simple and not so expensive. i'm surprised that she's got simple taste. So her birthday celebration was quite simple, dinner and cake cutting session at home.

Hugging and kissing my mum on her cheek is not a norm practice at home. I definitely feel really shy about that. I know of one friend, ok more of a brother because he is from THE BROTHERHOOD, who hold his mum's hands when he's out with her. How sweet is that?! Just like girls holding their father's hands as they stroll down the streets. I dont usually see guys holding their mum's hands..maybe it jus takes some time getting used to it. Sometimes i really want to show my mum that i really do love her, but i just dont know how to? She's always losing her temper and nagging at us, which is pretty irritating. Lets just say thats her way of showing that she cares. Oh wells..

She's my mum.

my heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

Friday, February 09, 2007

Look out, they're coming after us with big guns,
They're only gonna tell you all the bad things I've done
Even if the words they say aren't true they've won,
And I'm left here dyin in the sun

Monday, February 05, 2007

back home

Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day over here
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day over here
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night over here
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Friday, February 02, 2007

whats left of me

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

wait a minute, there's nothing left of me.