rozanne...

23rd Jan 06, the date which i was not really looking forward to since the day i found out that roz was going to study in melb, has already past. Tried my best to hold back my tears when i saw her off at the airport, it was only after she said her goodbyes and when she called me before boarding the plane that i couldnt hold back no more. It'll be another 5 months till she returns. I'm jus gonna wait for her. Now that she has left for melb...its gonna be so different here for me. 4 days have past since she left..i miss the times we talked on the phone every night before we head to bed, miss jus having her right beside me, well i jus miss the times i spent with her though i only had a few months to spend time with her. I have wondered and asked myself why werent we together in the past a couple of times. We've known each other for 4 yrs and each time i bumped into or meet up like once every month or 2...i felt so comfortable just being around her...i could click with her instantly. I dont know how to describe this feeling. I knew i had a chance with her back then...but i was too afraid to ask. I was a coward then. Now i'm paying the price for the mistakes i made in the past. Anyway...shall not dwell on that. I've learnt from them and i'm not gonna make the same mistake twice. Hmmm...the past 4 days were not too bad..i gotta webcam with her a couple of times...at least there was some form of communication though we dont get to be right next to each other..and i thank God for that. Thank God for webcams too! =) Anyway..i gotta go soon..cos class is abt to start. Before i end..i jus pray that God will make this 5 months of waiting seem really really short supernaturally...and i also pray that God will watch over her and keep her away from danger and harm in aus. Alright..shall be back soon (i hope) to update. God bless...

I miss and <3 roz.

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bren =)