why?

Went to church today...as usual...i was late for service. pastor prince was preaching abt the type of music we ought to listen which makes us feel merry. well, jus to name a few genres he suggested were classical and annointed music, guess its christian music. the ones he strongly did not recommend listening to were rocknroll and heavy metal. Well...i agree with pastor prince only to a certain extend. Emo music makes ppl more emo. The blues makes ur day blue. heavy metal makes ppl more heavy burdened, stressed and angry. Classicals makes some ppl, like me, fall asleep very easily, more relaxed and calmed. Oldies brings back memories abt the good old times to our folks. Finally christian music..hmm..i cant describe it. Anyway...HOWEVER, rocknroll rocks! Well it depends what kinda rock u listening to...screamo and shit aint cool, but bands like lifehouse,oasis,coldplay,story of the year, the used..blah blah blah..are really pleasant to my ears. To me, there are songs which makes u really happy, moody, sad..whatever. It really depends on each individual different genres of music they prefer listening to. On the other hand, it also depends on the type of music one is exposed to or influenced since young.

Moving on, had a good time catching up with wan hua after service over lunch. did a lil bit of window shopping after that. DAMN..it sucks to be broke during the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. why doesnt a sale come when i hv the cash? it always comes when i dont hv enough. Anyway, went to meet ariel,leon and mukund to catch XMEN 3. Its def much better than the other two. Bloody hell, we had to take the front row seats and it was freaking cold. Mukund was shivering so much that he kept shaking the chair. I thought he was jacking off. wth. Hahahahaa!

I wonder if talking to u on the phone almost everyday has become a routine that u're sick and tired of. when u told me u needed space, i began to ask myself dont u have all the space u want? we're thousands of miles apart and the only form of communicating is over the webcam and the phone. at most i give a call or 2 a day. maybe 3 times on some occasions. i do the calling most of the time even though its makes more sense for u to call because its cheaper. Everytime the bill comes in..i give a sigh, trust n believe that God has taken care of it and put a smile on my face. To be honest, I really dont mind buying calling cards jus to call u..infact its my pleasure to do so cos i understand u hv tonnes of hmw. I thank Him that i have been able to pay off the bills with my pocket money and survivng for the past few months. I'm not complaining...i just dont understand. I've been giving my best n now u want space? Am i trying too hard? If i am, why didnt u tell me at the beginning? Why now when you're coming back in 3 weeks? sigh.

(Apparently my so called brother thinks i've been using his mobile phone to call and caused his bills to hit $180 plus. well..i'm not gonna dedicate one long paragraph to him.waste of space and my time. i dont need to prove myself innocent cos i am.)

I've said enough.
If its space u want, then it'll be space u'll get.